Alarm rings, I snooze. It rings again and I snooze
again. This happens for an hour but I don't wake up. Still I set alarm everyday
and do the same over and over again. Well that suggests, I am lazy. I set the
alarm so that I can get up early and go for a run or the gym where I paid
around 10k for 2 years and missed every day.
I am an IT guy working for a big MNC where I have
flexible hours. Well, too flexible. I go to office in the afternoon and return
home by dinner time. As I said, flexible. Normal people living this kind of
life may find something productive to do in their spare time. I on the other
hand do nothing. Well not nothing, I do spend a lot of time on my Laptop
watching TV series like How I met your mother, The big bang theory, Castle, Two
and Half men etc. I have watched these series like 5 to 6 times. My point is I
spend or a matter of fact I waste a lot time which obviously I am not proud of.
I always think of doing something productive. Every day
I decide that from tomorrow, I will get up early go for a run and eat healthy
exercise and be active, but as they say, tomorrow never comes. And then each
day, I regret to not have exercised. Again I forget the regret watching the
movies or TV series. I have always dreamt of a fit body but I only keep
dreaming. Oh! I forgot to mention, I am fat which is why I dream that I had a
fit body, not someone else's body. Just to be clear.
I had tried a few times to reduce the weight but no
good. I can't seem to be sticking to the plan. One day with great zeal I go for
a run and in a few days with I tend to stay in bed. I guess I don't have the
will power to go through with it.
There's a Quote by someone.
"If
you are not willing to risk it all then you don't want it bad enough"
I think that's the case with me. But I am not sure. I
do want it bad enough, but I guess I want it without any hard work and that's
not going to happen.
So today I did a little workout. Few jumping jacks,
push ups. I hope to keep it going.
So to conclude, that's my life. Hey guess what, writing
about it makes me feel a little better.
Until Next time.
